To become art without history, that is my goal.
Joined on 12 September, 2015
screams no. My heart and my body and spirit says I am his mother and it is my job to protect him from the dementors that circle overhead. But I am not magical enough. I don’t know how to crawl into his skin so that they death take from me & leave him be. Where is my patronus God?
Bc I want to pick him and put his head on my shoulder and make it all the darkness go away, but I can’t. And every time I am afraid that this time, the darkness will take him. And I hear the world say that it’s not my job to save him and my brain understands that, but my heart
My son has schizoaffective disorder. Right now he’s in a depressive state and talking to him is like speaking into a black hole - everything I say gets twisted and smashed into tiny, ineffective pieces. I know what he is experiencing is 1000x worse than what I feel, but it’s hard
Too much of my value as a woman is tied to my looks and my utility; add that to the narrative I feel obliged to uphold as a black woman to be super in a world of fumbling mediocrity and I just feel tired. I am sick and hurting. So I’m just gonna rest. Bc I’M valuable. Periodt.
Thinking about starting an aid org called Save The Billionaires to teach them how to get by with just a few billion in case of a billionaire tax
If billionaires are worried, they should just get a second job and try to be better at saving
They may not be avoiding you. They may just be:
- Overwhelmed with work
- Processing a shock or trauma
- Putting some boundaries in place
- Saving money
- Distracted by an unexpected life change
- Tired of having to put on a happy face
- Needing some silence and space
Nope. I’m avoiding you.
Guys, my grandparents dog is missing and they are hurting. It breaks my heart. Please if you see this dog or know someone in the San Marcos, CA area please share this with them. We want Mickey back home with my grandparents. He is their child & they miss him.